Slightly depressed ／濁った水

I think I've been a little bit depressed lately.


I've been having some weird dejavu's of when I was a teenager. I'm a good 4 years over that, and it's just wrong. I've gained some maturity through this years, and it has had it's cost. I'm not going back to that sh*t.


そうして、焦る。　多分自分が大して前進してないことの自覚なのだろうけど、自分の中に濁った水が溜まってるような、そんな感覚がある。　　濁っているなら、呑気に焦ってないでさっさと流れをよくすればいいのにね。