Nicotine

Been with a cold for a couple of days, and because of that I haven't smoked a cigarette for a week now.

Surprisingly enough, I've managed to hang on just fine. Sure, I miss it. But I only miss it, I actually haven't felt I need it.

But women, oh women. Interaction with some specific women... well those have been the only moments where I have felt the urge to smoke. And unfortunately I'm not remotely close to be talking about the good ol' cig after sex. I'm actually talking about the stress they gracefully inflict.

I firmly state that I'll get a cig as soon as I'm past this fuckin cold, and I assure that women are in the essence of that statement.